Been too long

I want to apologize for my brief hiatus from writing. It's been a crazy summer. Seth got new glasses and has been adjusting to wearing them everyday, he has a tube surgery soon ( for his ears) so prayers would be much appreciated. I have been living as the single mom with many struggles this summer, but it is the group of family and friends that I am surrounded with that have kept me going. I have met someone who has kept me accountable with reading my scriptures, and I look forward to reading them. It is great having people at work almost shocked when I tell them I am a Mormon. They usually say something like I always knew you were so happy and don't drink coffee! Heck I don't even drink caffeine.

I have noticed at church Seth even coming into his own with the routine we have. I let him walk up the steps and he tries to help me open the door. He then knows exactly where our pew is. Second up from the door on the right side. he is pretty dang smart for 17 months of age ( well tomorrow anyways..but whose counting?!) OK I am counting because at 18 months of age he will be going into the church's nursery. Which will be something huge. Second and third hour he will be with friends his age and I will be able to attend my lessons.

This week also is nearing the one mark point of my separation. So I shared this on my Facebook/instagram..
Almost a year ago I was told I was no longer loved by someone who vowed to love me. I didn't think I would ever be ok. Here I am almost 365 days later and I still have on a beautiful smile. I have met some of the most amazing people and my friends/family have been the best support. I've learned what it's like to live by myself (well Seth lives with me but he can't help pay bills 😁) and I've learned how to truly love myself and be happy with whatever comes my way. Sure I get sad..but if God brought you to it..HE will bring you through it. I may have lost a husband and be getting a divorce but I gained a great coparent and Seth still has a great dad in his life.

I will also add in: I travelled the farthest out west I have ever been (to Utah) to see my amazing friends get married and I travelled alone with Seth. Met the most incredible people there as well. I found a job I was good at and have volunteered with a great soccer program bringing my mom and sister closer with new memories. It's been a good year.

Thank you for continuing on this journey with me , and still reading. It truly means a lot.