Testimony

So I really wanted to get up at church today and speak. However the spirit was felt by so many today and I honestly was a little afraid. I don't like crying in public. I knew I would cry sharing my testimony. So here I can write it out and share it with the world...or rather all my readers from all over the world. 

Today someone's wife passed away. He talked about joining her again one day and being together forever. I know this appeals to me greatly for the son and baby I lost. I know my family is waiting for me. I know that my best friend wished and prayed for someone to go back to church with and later that week I called her telling her I was interested in going to church. I do see that things happen for a reason.  I know that the missionaries visiting my papa was on purpose. And that doing good things by others blessed your own life. I was able to visit with my great gram today. She is 96 and losing her memory fast. She doesn't recognize who I am fully but knows in her heart we are related. That is still sick a beautiful thing and I really feel like Heavenly Father is still reminding her who I am in her heart because he knows that I need that. I need to feel that connection with her as long as possible. I haven't really had a grandma since I was 11 and now getting to take care of my great grandma is so rewarding. I know that I am blessed to have her in my life. 

I know that Heavenly Fathers plan is more then we could have ever imagined for ourselves. I know the Book of Mormon is true and that it's truly another testament of Jesus Christ. I am blessed. I we always love the missionaries who leave their families and work with others. I am grateful for the friends I have made and the testimony I have made.